not happy

don feel happy

unable to be happy

seriously  hate it. Hate to attend all this nonsense. Feels like a slap in my face..

Still have to put up a happy face . Act all happy u n mingle with ppl who knows the shit. And still tell me in my face they on my side. Hypocrite. 

 feel so sad. this sadness in me is masked up under a facade. 

fml

is there anyone reading this space? i saw views on my posts and wonderings whos been reading.. leave a comment for me? 

 divine interpretation from all universe all telling me the same thing

my future path opens only when my energy stops revolving around the wound.

healing comes when you stop standing inside the cage voluntarily

i need to stop myself from looping and stop letting it become an identity tt im carrying 

the closure wont come from ppl who caused me the hurt and pain

 隔着一层纱

 going through this phase of life is so difficult for me. when memories revisit , the heart aches.

don even know how to push through this difficult emotional turmoil.

Feeling sad out of no where. 但也不知道该怎么办💁‍♀️